Fuck Fuck Fuck

What a god damn cruel world... I miss my life, I miss having people I could call up and have a drink with, But I miss friends most of all. It all feels so wrong, what am I doing? Same shitty life day in and day out. God I miss Cincinnati... Everyday I see the other piece of my soul just out of reach and I can't sand it, it kills every part of me. I try to smile, but it's usually pasted on lately I've been getting ask why I'm so sad, I hate that question... But secretly I'd love to talk about it... god it's just one big fucking joke, and life is the punchline. If someone told me Armageddon was tomorrow I would I'd turn and walk off into the woods with my dog and a bottle of bourbon and have the last laugh. I need a beer, my hammock, and some sunshine...